Ascendant Of Human Being

My hand was grabbed, but I wasn't ready to go.
Shackles attached themselves to my ankles attempting to drag me away, but I wasn't ready to go.
Forceful winds came at me in an uproar, but I wasn't ready to go.
Shiny Sharpe steel came plunging into me while I slept, but I wasn't ready to go.
Frantic unsure memories sought to destroy me, but I wasn't ready to go.
Unwavering nightmares refused to let me wake, the dark void of loneliness crept in, silence befell those around me, fire infused my skin and I buried my hands in sand to release the pain that I could only feel, still I wasn't ready to go.

I am never willing to let go. I am forever flying. I am eternally alive.

Unity Above All Else

Spots

There's a spot on my brain where grass grows. There's a spot on the Earth where my body was birthed. There's a spot on the other side of the veil where my spirit lifts weights. There's a spot on my heart where my Ego aches. There's many holes on the Moon being filled by my tears which vex the Sun that glow in my eyes but are shutting from seeing too many spots.

Unity Above All Else

I Found Myself

I found myself floating in someone else’s space

Breathing their air

I found myself walking in the other person’s shoes made of hemp

Breathing their air

I found myself speaking another’s speech

Breathing their air

I found myself smiling a man’s joy

Breathing his air

I found myself crying a woman’s sadness

Breathing her air

I finally opened my own eyes after sharing what we all share

I took my own breath

I breathed my own air

I walked my own path

I laughed my own joys and cried my own depression

I found myself

Chasing Freedom

I've awoken every morning for twenty-six years unknowingly attached to so much clutter. Life is the ultimate test, don’t remember where I read that but I did and it stuck with me. Sometimes I have that imaginary balanced life of work and fun, but then the bullshit builds and I find myself jobless, moneyless and alone with my thoughts. Those dark periods usually don’t last that long, however the last one took me for a loop. I became lost in all the clutter until a smooth and gentle hand lifted me out of it. I was surrounded by nothingness.

                “Hello Jay, I am Angel! I’ve come to escort you to your absolution. Will you take a ride with me?” She asked as her magical carriage appeared.

 It felt as though we were molded together, she was an angel indeed. “Yes I will take a ride with you.”

The destination was far from home. Bones ached after such a long distance. The angel held my hand when she spoke to me. “Through that door is where I am truly from. Many aspects of my personality you have not yet witnessed is within. However, I brought you here because I want to give you the opportunity to join my tribe. Enlisting will give you truth and allow you to ascend in every aspect within the universes. Many have attempted this and failed.”

                “My life has made me very tired. I feel stuck and out of place in this world. Joining your tribe sounds likes a new beginning for me, and I do trust you, so I will accept.”

                “Fantastic! You must first attempt the Ten Wonders before joining. Humans can never make it to the first Wonder, but some have made it to the tenth or in between. Your journey is your own and no one else’s. Through that door is our Shaman, a man, woman, tall and short of all colors. Shaman is whatever you need it to be in order to successfully pass through the test. At the end you will be prized with a personal trinket that will forever be the center of your ascension. Go, and I do not need to say good luck to you.”

She released my hand and allowed her body to break down riding the flow of the wind.  I watched her dust hit the door and soak within its wood. The moment I took my first step, I could feel coming from the other side of the door and my chest became filled with instant joy. Whatever the tribe was doing in there, they were listening to some funky tunes. The music called out to me, guided me. I placed my hand around the diamond doorknob and turned it immediately I got sucked inside and the door slammed shut.

Knowing that I accepted enlistment in the tribe, The Shaman appeared to me wearing ears of a lion, a unicorn horn perfectly sharpened upon his forehead and with rainbow wings resting on his back.

                “Hello jay! No one will judge you here! Get comfortable and allow this place of solitude to become your sanctuary as it has became ours. Angel tells me you are willing to join our tribe, therefore I forged this key just for you.” Shaman closed his yellowed sparkling eyes and his horn manifested a very tiny key. “This is yours to place underneath your tongue. Everyone has one; it will connect with your mind and spirit and start you on your test of the Ten Wonders. There really aren’t any rules but one, and that’s to remember that no matter what you see or hear, just tell yourself, it’s the Ten Wonders!”

 I didn't know him; I never met him, though he whispered in my ear over the cascading music, words of knowledge. I knew that once the key was placed, there would be no turning back. Something in my life wasn't right; it felt like I was missing intangible information to keep on living.  So I accepted the Shaman’s key and followed his instructions placing it under my tongue. I waited for the Universes to unlock its doors and open itself to me.

I was taken to the rest of the group. The eight of us stood around a large brown marbled table as the shaman passed his pipe around along with his chalice of water for all to partake. Time itself slowed and left us. We all started seeing space around us differently and shapes dancing to beats our hearts were pounding to. As the chalice was reclaimed by the Shaman, his elbow knocked over the source of the enchanting beverage and that’s when I saw a river form in front of me and then retreat back into the container.

The heat of energy engulfed my skin. I stood there in the mist of eight others absorbing the energy steaming off of them. Never had I felt such an elevated state of existence. My hand trembled and vibrated as I closed my mind to the artificial world I once roamed in unwillingly. I left behind every ounce of unneeded emotion, wants and desires. I opened my eyes and that’s when it hit me, this was a part of the ascension.

 My mind collided with spatial dimensions I never knew existed. I rose higher and higher beyond my physical body as it stood still. Prying eyes gleamed at me with jealousy and I couldn’t stop to admire them. It was happening to me, I was gone, and no longer a prisoner to my own masks I wore over the years. Suddenly the big bang hit my brain hard, sending me to the ground, which made me feel like I was connected to an ocean as the tears fell.

"Truth"

(What you are about to read is "The Truth" for me. It comes from my experiences and the time I have put into reaching a higher consciousness. This article is just scratching the surface of what is cycling in my brain power. I believe 100% in this and it comes to me like common sense. In my opinion, I believe what I have written is the reality that had been seen by many before but their minds created religion and other beliefs around it. I am not going to do that. I just simply wish to share my pure sight without the physical spacial dimension ideas and teachings corrupting it. Enjoy... More will be added)

We are all energy, a transferable spirit that is all interconnected. It has always been in existence. However, it was unable to take physical form. Therefore, in another spacial dimension, The Body was created. The Body is of anything that needs to breath oxygen and or sunlight to survive and some other key elements. All bodies were designed to manifest into whatever nature allowed. Energy then attached itself to The Body, allowing it to act as its host. This then allowed The Body to move, think, have senses and drive to give all living things the ability to live. Energy is never disconnected from itself, it is impossible. Though we can not see the energy in the physical spacial dimension, when one does have an out of body experience, which is simply stepping into a different dimension, they can and will see how all energy is one.

For whatever reason, some parts of the energy is stronger then another, which is how and why there is positive and negative in existence. So at the root, it is energy, then as it latches itself to The Body host, it is activated and The Body becomes a individual that needs sunlight, water and oxygen or other key elements to survive. This can be a rotted tree, a dying kitten, human baby/people, water and land animals or flowers. All just alive due to the one thing none of it can see.

When a certain thread of the energy is stronger or weaker, it why there are "Bad Ones" and "Good Ones". This has to do with the positive and negative. However, A thread that is strong can be the highest category tsunami, A great leader or a strong willed man who became a dictator, killer bees, giant whales, any forms of beast but with good and bad impacts. Some examples of weak could be human who do not have the will or loose the will to live in some sort of capacity, suicide, still born, dying for no medical reasoning, same goes for other animals and creatures and even the parts of the grass that doesn't grow.

At the end of it all, in the physical dimension, The Body dies. Thus the energy does not die, it just travels to another host. The more reincarnations, the more bodies it host, the weaker the thread becomes and eventually, it goes through a re-birthing stage. Which is very simple. Energy is transferable and interchangeable, so when one thread of the mass energy grind is down, other threads around it allows it to borrow from them. It is self sustaining spiritual, life essence, Skeptics may say, no when your body dies it dies... when the bug is squashed its dead. Some may think the soul goes off into a nirvana of some kind or a sort of Hell. All ideas created by brain power, The Body, so it can have some sense of the word "Why". Why is the best word to describe the confusion that goes on in the minds of others when they do not comprehend or have the ability to take something in and naturally understand it. Why?

"From The Thoughts of Jason M. Spencer."